- Plot twist: I actually get a good nights sleep and then have a great day at school the next day and make alot of new friends and eventually develop a relationship with someone and don't completely hate my life and delete this stupid blog that's getting me nowhere in life.
I mean seriously, it would be kind of wicked to have, like, an oil sultan millionaire uncle somewhere who just died and left you $5 000 000 in cash and you’d just have to drop by in like a helicopter and retrieve it from a metal suitcase ‘cause you’re the only applicable relative alive.
Ended up crying again for no reason, I just wish this was all over already.
Guess it’s time to hit the hay too.
(Going to sleep sucks ‘cause then you gotta wake up 9__9 I hate waking up.)
Why won’t you? :c
There are people outside xD I’m terribly anxious when I need to go outside for one reason or the other because there are other people there, and I can’t really stand it. Going to the store is something that requires mentally prepping for it, and it’s far more worse for something like a walk. My self-esteem makes me paranoid and awkward, and gets the better of me most of the time.
There are better days of course, too! But those are kind of rare and often end up in just putting up with the anxiousness and everything afterwards :I I make life way more difficult than it is lol.
It’s such a _perfect_ beautiful weather outside and a walk with music would be so awesome…